Notre Dame top: copyright T. M. Nava
Notre Dame bottom: copyright T.M. Nava

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2006-04-07 - 10:30 a.m.

Ugh. Back in the day, when I first started in the SCA and was first starting to hang around with people who had titles and awards up the wazoo, someone (I can't remember who) always introduced herself by name only and explained that she felt it was ostentatious to introduce herself using her titles. That example has always stuck with me, and I've never used mine.

I'm finding it very difficult to introduce myself to the scribal community in the west though, since I don't want to introduce myself with "hi, I'm Celynen, I have a Laurel in C&I". I've explained in this blog before that I try to be subtle. But sometimes I'm apparently too subtle, like at last night's scribal practice (I went to one I hadn't been to before, which meets over near my parent's house).

I'd brought the boy, so I really couldn't get any work done. And the scroll I brought only had the underlayer of paint down (hey Taffy, I promise your Pel scroll will be done before the kid starts college ;) You can't really tell the caliber of someone's work when there's only one layer of paint to go by... So, when about saying it was based on a 1570s English Patent of Arms. Someone asked about my gold leaf, I said it I used 22 k loose leaf. Someone asked about the kind of size I use. I explained that I prefer this French brand but that I can't get it here, and I used some cheap crap from Michael's and that I didn't like it because it was too thin, and so I'll probably go back to making my own. Hmmm, thinking about it now, I missed a great opportunity to be less subtle. I should have said that I prefer this French brand that I got as a gift for my Laureling...

Mental note, if someone every asks about size again....

Anyway, I was there for a few hours, trying to jump in and add comments that at least made it sound like maybe I had some advanced knowledge on the subject. But I was sitting there with a scroll that looked very much like the layout used on their new "pre-print" templates and people mistook it for one... so people assumed I was a new scribe (heheh... and come to think of it, I had a hand in making those templates what they are, since the person who created them did so after she came over to my place and I showed her tons of medieval LPs, GoAs, and AoAs and started in on my "why don't we model our scrolls after period Arms scrolls and not manuscript art?" rant)

I must work harder to sound learned... but that's really hard to do while one side of my brain is occupied with keeping the baby happy. I think I end up just sounding like a "know it all", which is really NOT the same thing ;)

Oh well.

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